I often wonder what brought me to the place that I am at. I know what life has dealt me. But why did it happen in the manner that it did? NOT complaining! I’ve had my share of bumps & bruises, love & heartache, sadness & happiness, tried & true. Although my journey is far from over I cannot help but to think, what’s next? In all that has happened I find that I am still scared, intimidated, leery of WHAT IF’S!
Am I going to make it?
Will I do enough?
Is what I offer sufficient enough?
I tell myself, YES! I have survived, succeeded, overcome, endured and still strive for more.
Nothing that has taken place happened on its own. Things I was unsure of, I began to let go & let be. Instead of over analyzing any situation, I became more understanding, trustworthy of myself. I conquered fears, fought through obstacles, cried through pain and yet I’m alive, stronger, independent, more capable and plowing forward.
My journey is nothing like I imagined, but it’s MINE! I OWN IT! No one can change it, I do not want to. I will continue to set goals, aspirations, faith in the truth I see. Love what I know has the greatness that I can see, touch, hold, hear, know. This isn’t meant for other ts to comprehend, it’s for ME! And, YES, I will be selfish about it because I love where I cam from, where I am now, and where the future will take me.
I am my own CAPTAIN!
* Cheers! *